Brianna LaPaglia is speaking out about a relationship that nearly broke her spirit.
The internet personality opens up about hitting rock bottom during her time with country star Zach Bryan in this week’s episode of Special Forces: World’s Toughest Test.
PEOPLE has the first look at LaPaglia’s emotional confession on the reality show.
“I lost sight of myself and I just didn’t want to be here anymore,” she says in the exclusive clip.
The BFFs podcast host, 25, appears visibly shaken as she describes the emotional toll of her high-profile romance with Bryan.
LaPaglia and Bryan’s relationship dominated headlines throughout 2024. The pair went public with their romance early in the year before Bryan announced their split on social media in October.
The breakup sparked controversy when LaPaglia accused Bryan of emotional abuse. She’s been vocal about her experiences on her podcast and social media since the split.
Finding Her Voice
LaPaglia’s appearance on Special Forces was filmed before her recent public statements about the relationship.
The reality series pushes celebrities through grueling military-style challenges. It’s designed to break down participants mentally and physically.
“The show really forces you to confront things you’ve been avoiding,” LaPaglia explains in the preview footage.
Her breakdown comes during one of the show’s signature interrogation sessions. Former special forces operatives use psychological pressure to get contestants to reveal their deepest struggles.
The format has previously led to major revelations from other celebrity participants.
LaPaglia joins a cast that includes other high-profile names facing their own personal battles. The show’s fourth season premieres Wednesday on FOX.
Bryan hasn’t publicly responded to LaPaglia’s latest comments. The “I Remember Everything” singer has largely stayed quiet since their October split.
LaPaglia’s journey from the relationship to reality TV reflects her ongoing process of rebuilding her life and career. She’s continued hosting her podcast and building her media presence since the breakup.
The full episode airs this week, promising more insights into LaPaglia’s emotional recovery process.
